September 23, 2012

Sunday's Songbird ... Love Me For Me

Posted by meli on Sunday, September 23, 2012 in , , | 2 comments
So it's been a couple of weeks now since he's been back.
A couple of weeks since we decided we'd give this thing another try.
In that couple of weeks I have learned I have just one thing to say ...
... this transition period can suck it!

Seriously.
Suck.It!

We'll get through it; I'm sure.
Ask me yesterday, though, and I'd have told you something different.

Perspective.
Which is pretty jaded while riding pms.
It's been super fun. Ha!
And every time I turn around he IS in my face.
Though, probably, not really.
Perspective again.
Sometimes I think perspective can suck it, too.


Love Me For Me  ~Ashlee Simpson
It's been
3 days
You come around here like you know me
Your stuff 
At my place
Next thing you know you'll be usin' my toothpaste
Step off
Sit down
Get ready let me tell you who's the boss now
Stay here
Get out 
Every time I turn around you're in my face
Don't care where you think you've been and how you're getting over
If you think you've got me now just wait it gets much colder

Here I am
perfect as I'm ever gonna be
You'll see...
Love me for me
Stick around
I'm not the kind of girl you wanna leave
You'll see...
Love me for me

Shut up 
Come back
No I didn't really mean to say that
I'm mixed up
So what
Yeah you want me so you're messed up too
I love you 
I hate you
If you only knew what I've been through
My head is spinnin 
But my heart is in the right place
Sometimes it has to have itself a little earthquake


Here I am
perfect as I'm ever gonna be
You'll see...
Love me for me
Stick around
I'm not the kind of girl you wanna leave
You'll see...
Love me for me

I've been waiting all my life to finally find you
Just so I can push you away
And when you're crawling over broken glass to get to me
That's when I'll let you stay
Oh!


Here I am
perfect as I'm ever gonna be
You'll see...
Love me for me
Stick around
I'm not the kind of girl you wanna leave
You'll see...
Love me for me

Love me for me


Here I am
perfect as I'm ever gonna be
You'll see...
Love me for me
Stick around
I'm not the kind of girl you wanna leave
You'll see...
Love me for me

2 comments:

  1. I agree! I'm in the same place and I have often thought that trying is way harder than giving up. But it's worth it and I'm happy we are. I'm glad to hear you are too. Take it one day at a time <3

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    1. It really is so difficult. He wasn't even gone that long, but having made peace with the situation in my mind, it's been really challenging shifting back into marriage mode.

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