August 12, 2012

Sunday's Songbird ... Surrender

Today's songbird post is set to a home video!
**and the crowd goes wild**
A quick glance at the song lyrics will fully explain my choosing of this song  ;-)
'nuff said.

The hoop has been such a therapeutic tool for me as I journey through this separation/divorce; I decided to document a little bit of that with a hooping music video. A hooping video made up of 3 parts bright ass sun (totally didn't know the flare was THAT bright, yikes), 2 parts rocking out, and 1 part hooping, lol! I'm a work in progress and loving every minute of it. Slowly finding my flow inside of the hoop, which hasn't been easy with an extra 15lbs of divorce weight (not so distant relative to the "college 10" I presume, lol) that I'm not used to carrying around and grooving with. We might take the long way, but we're getting there ... this strong, beautiful, capable body and me; we're getting there <3

**again, that sun flare. I wanted a little flare; this monster, though ... yeeeouch, right? lol! My bad.  I thought about redoing it, but that just wouldn't capture the same energy, sooo...

Surrender  ~Ashlee Simpson
if that's the way you want it
well there you go
baby you can have it all
now that you just let me go
yeah, yeah
yeah, yeah

i waited here for so long
thinkin' that you'd see
you just kept on runnin' away
you made your misery my company

open up your eyes
don't you know you only get one life

oh, you drive me crazy
oh, you just bring me down
look out your window
my sunshine's all around
all you have to do is just surrender
just surrender

all the pain in your heart
all the tears in your empty soul
and when you're spinnin' round and around
i'm the psycho goin' outta control

open up your eyes
don't you know youre only wasting time


oh, you drive me crazy
oh, you just bring me down
look out your window
my sunshine's all around
all you have to do is just surrender
just surrender

you know it doesn't matter what you do
don't you know i'm so over you

open up your eyes
don't you know that it's your life

oh, you drive me crazy
oh, you just bring me down
look out your window
my sunshine's all around
all you gotta do...

oh, you drive me crazy
oh, you just bring me down
look out your window
my sunshine's all around
all you gotta do is just surrender 
just surrender

if that's the way you want it
well there you go

2 comments:

  1. I thought people lost weight during a break up? lol I guess everyone's body reacts a little differently to a stressful situation..
    You look very confident and free in your hoop.

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  2. I think you are beautiful and that hooping is inspiring. I so wish I was closer to other hoopers so I could learn more! I am really such a new one at this!!
    Don't worry about the weight, it will flow off when it is ready.

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